6000 page views. o_o
That happend all of a sudden.Might not seem like a lot to some people on here but im really greatful. ^_^
Thank you everyone <3

Im going to try my best to update this thing more often it probably wont happen though.

Well i started another job last week which is alot better than my one before it, shitter wages but nicer people.
My hours have just been upped to full time and on my first day of it i got ill and had to go home -_- and am now on my 4th day of the flu and im feeling alot more mobile now.
I havent even bought any christmas presents yet, i cant even be botherd to, christmas confuses me alot. Everyone is in such a big rush and panic and really bad tempered when its supposed to be a holiday we enjoy?
Im feeling slightly better than my last journal even though ive just had more and more knockdowns since. Its surprising how easy i cry nowdays when i used to cry months at a time probably longer. Smallest things seem to set me off now.
Feel very alone and distant from everybody right now, but maybe thats a good thing will make me stronger and i deal with things better on my own.
On a cosplay note im having one of those downer moments aswell, my yoko wig still isnt here and the company on ebay seem to take forever to actually reply to me and are trying to blame it on postal strike.
I have no motivation or inspiration to make anything at all just really cannot be arsed. I was sorting things out in my room earlier and decided to try on my yoko costume which actually led to me feeling sick with how disgusting i looked in it, which has totally put me off ever doing that version of her again.
How im feeling now probably isnt helping.
Oh how happy my journals are nowadays

Night xx

Expo this year felt like it just came was gone in an instant? Seemed to go really quick for me. I had a pretty good time though, saturday i was cosplaying xing cai from dw5 again with my friend colzychan as da qiao from dw5 too. So was fun cosplaying with her and i seemed to not be in quite as much pain with my costume this year. Sunday I cosplayed lara croft's tomb raider anniversary costume, which i got a lot of compliments for but hardly any photos?(seriously have found like none.)
Cant be botherd to write anymore about expo.

Okay so plans for the may mcm expo 2010 right now are:

Tifa Lockheart: FF7 Crisis Core. (Cowgirl)
Yoko Ritona: Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann (Bounty Hunter)
Im hopefully buying my new yoko wig this weekend so see how that goes .

Life:
Honestly what can i say about it? My life sucks so bad right now i really dont have words for it.
My job is shit. My boyfriend is a cheating,lying,fraud. I feel so shit about myself right now that im going over the edge, i actually am finding it hard to breath. Im so angry with everyone and everything ive been trying so hard to control myself from lashing out at people. As my friends know im not normally one to voice how i feel publiclly if at all but right now.. yeah i guess i am crying out for help and attention.

Hey everyone just thought id let you know the cosplays that im working on and hope to get done for october expo, also with some progress pictures.
Okay well firstly im for sure cosplaying on the saturday Zhen Ji from Dynasty Warriors 3.

Costume:

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Progress:

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Im most probably cosplaying on the sunday Lara Crofts Tomb Raider Anniversary costume.

Costume:

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Only progress i have so far is just the start of the holsters.

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Hope i can do them both justice.
Im enjoying working on them so far which is rare for me.
If anyone else reading this is going to october expo id love to here about what your working on.


Grace xxx

I have only included prices for people in the u.k postage costs to any other countries would be more.

Boots For Sale:

Black knee length boots, can be used for a gunner yuna cosplay or just general wear. They need about 6ft long laces which i dont have anymore. I can send them with what they have now which aren't real laces they are a cord like rope i bought from a fabric shop but if wanted for a yuna cosplay i will leave them in.
They are in good condition, ive only ever worn them once, but they where owned before i had them.
Im saying about £20 with postage.
I will drop the price a bit if anyone was needing them desperatly.
They are european size 39 u.k size 6, but they are more like a big size 5. (they cramped my feet a bit and im a size 6).

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Side Skirt:
Orignally bought my first ever costume from ebay but i wasnt happy with the standards so i went on to use a comissioner called limebarb.
The only thing i kept from the ebay one was the side skirt as i think it is actually pretty good.
The reason for me not using it is it dosent fit me properly around the hips and has sat in my wardrobe ever since so here it is up for sale .
its made from a very thin material so it is very floaty (good for wind action photos )
The measurements are,
waist band 35inchs
length 37 inches
it closes at the top by velcro.
im asking £8 p+p for it but if anyone wanted it with the boots then i would lower the price to £5.
thank you .

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